I’ll be up come morning light
I can’t sleep, again. It seems almost inevitable that I’ll still be awake when the foggy light starts creeping into the corners of my room. It’s currently 0500 CST, and I’m curled into my usual slouch on the sofa.
In order to get myself to sleep, I’ll typically plan debates regarding certain issues (gun regulation, abortion, plastic surgery) in my head and play them out; all possible scenarios will play and replay, with every imaginable argument being brought up. These debates will continue on, with myself monologuing to an interested imaginary figment, counting off pros and cons of the subject matter. Other times I’ll reexamine things I’ve learned (breaking down the basics of musical percussion, cleaning and maintaining a rifle, how evolution and natural/artificial selection work). I’ll pretend I’ve got a “student”, with myself simplifying said subject. These are the most common ways...